My Favorite Movie

One of my favorite movies is Into The Wild, which is based off a book. It’s about a young man who has a quest to go to Alaska and live in the wilderness. It’s one of my favorites because I read the book and then found out there was a movie. The director, Sean Penn, did a great job on displaying the book onto screen. He picked a very handsome man to be the main character, guess that adds on to my attachment. Majority of the movie contained first person narrative that created some sort of sensitivity to the main character and in that way the audience acknowledged the mentality and unique perspectives of Christopher Mccandles. Overall I enjoyed the shooting places that consisted of beautiful different landscapes. I love the story and I adore the movie because it accurately projects pages into a screen. Nevertheless I think i am fond of the movie and book because it was based on a real man. 

Beginning, Middle, & End.

Hm. Blue Is The Warmest Colour has a good unexpected story line. The beginning is somewhat interesting, Adele's attitude is what kept me intrigued. The middle is practical but nice. The ending is what made it really good. Such a sad ending but it's the best way to end the piece. If Adele would of stayed with Emma then that would of made the movie too cliché.

In Life?
Ha. My beginning began in middle school when I noticed I was an introvert. I always observed. I still enjoy doing that. Human behavior is so odd but interesting. There's always a beginning started when you learn something. You can take that small piece of information and expand it or create something with it. Middle still consists of learning, having difficulties, but embracing the simplicity of life. The end is when the time comes. When your light is no longer needed or when it fulfilled its purpose. The end is the best.

"This is the end, beautiful friend

...the end,

Of our elaborate plans, the end

Of everything that stands, the end

No safety or surprise, the end

I'll never look into your eyes, again"

 

For a film

Beginning: A man who does time in the universal mind. In reality he tries helping people by either spending time with him and being there for them. Hearing them out, doing something for them. He does psychological productivity with individuals.  

Middle: Woman comes along, mad in love with her. Would do anything for her. But she's a nomad. Her disappearance changes him, he's no longer the freedom man. He doesn't stay hurt forever, its only for a while. He try's being the same man he was.

End: He succeeds but... I don't know how I would end it.

Undeserved Misfortune

In the movie The Wind Rises there are a series of undeserved misfortune. One of them is Jiro Horikoshi's dream of becoming a pilot but he has poor eyesight. Then it's Japan's Great Kanto Earthquake. Worst of all is his wife dying at the end of the film.. Good movie though.

In life
My dawg dying.
R.I.P OsoPerezoso

For a film
I would steal the story of A Child Called It. That is definitely undeserved misfortune. The film would consist of a young kid being psychologically and physically abused by his/her parent. The parent is always beating him/her verbally and threatening "it" of being in deep sh** if he/she tells anyone of the parent's mistreatment. The film would also include the kids mental side of being oppressed and threatened. I would also make sure the film has a happy ending. Not like the continuation of The Lost Boy.

Conflict

In Into The Wild the main character doesn't find satisfaction in civilization. He is disappointed with human narcissistic behavior and what makes it worse is that his parents lied to him about their past, he perceives them as egoistic pricks. He goes off on a dangerous quest to Alaska. He doesn't have the proper materials to live in the wilderness of Alaska especially during the winter, and he also has a shortage of food.

From life
Recently I wasn't concerned with my grades. I've been slacking. I am just fed up with school. I feel like I can do something better with that time instead of doing pointless homework. Not all my classes' homework is pointless but sometimes I feel like I am wasting my day away when I can be doing things that will help me.

Idea for film
Two best friends got separated because one of them got in big trouble with her mom. Her mom was fed up with her so she decided to isolate her and give full custody of her to her aunt. The two best friends lost connection, the very few times they could connect with each other, Tiffany the one who got secluded wouldn't reply to her best friend. As time passed the other friend was perplexed to why her friend didn't want to talk to her. The best friend started realizing how much she loves her, it was the first time missing someone terribly, she felt like she was going mad. Months passed, Tiffany apologized for not keeping connection, for not being considerate of her. Ever since then she hasn't heard about her.
Wah.

My Film Job

I would like my film job to be Music Supervisor because I feel like i have an excellent broad taste of music. So that gives me a good opportunity of choosing the right music according to our film. I am also interested in Casting because I know some memory techniques that will help all of the actors memorize their lines and I am a kind person that works easily with individuals. I wouldn't mind being an actress, I would want to challenge myself to be less timid.

My Review on The Elephant Man

The Elephant Man was a well thought-out film. The allusion of Christ and John Merrick was a remarkable aspect. John Merrick was always a humble man, not indignant of the cruelty and rejection of people. He was always looked down upon, and just knowing it was based on a real man makes me sad of how ignorant we are, we are visually challenged. We also look at the outside of matter, never really interested on what is in the inside. Also the questioning of being a good or bad human is another great message pointed to people. Another thing i really liked was the affection Dr. Treves end up developing for him, like for example when they were at the musical play and Dr. Treves was just staring at Merrick; pondering on how much John affected his life. The ending was also great but agonizing. John Merrick claimed to be happy every hour of his life, makes it incredible. A man who was always abused and judge still had the heart to say he was happy with his life. That takes a humungous heart.

My Name is John Merrick

Tonight was a great night. Dr. Frederick Treves took me to a musical play and it was amazing. Finally I got to see a play and for once I enjoyed myself. The setting, costumes, actors and actresses were beyond my imagination. The musical performers were also extraordinary, I have never experienced live music either, it was another surprise. The most beautiful moment of the night is when Ms. Anne dedicated me the play; I couldn't believe my ears. She is such a wonderful woman with a kind heart. May God bless her soul. The play was a bit odd but I loved it. The theater was also such a nice place, the decorations and architecture were lavish. Tonight was just a out of the ordinary. I am so glad I got to meet all these wonderful people and experience such a warm moment.

Welcome to my nightmare... buahohohohoho

I've had plenty of cool nightmares. First nightmare that I remember that affected me a lot was when i was about 3. I slept with my mom and dad, I remember waking up to noises of whispers and ugly laughs. I opened my eyes and looked up to the ceiling and there was devilish midget angles lined up horizontally trying to talk to me at the same time. I was trying to move around so i can wake up my parents but I couldn't, so i tried rubbing my eyes to see if they would go away but they wouldn't. So i was being tormented through out the night. Another interesting nightmare I had was recently in this year, I was dozing off into sleep but my mind was still rushing with thoughts and I knew soon if i didn't fall asleep soon I will be having sleep paralysis. At that moment my mind was reflecting on the thoughts I found interesting that I learned about that day. I questioned myself about sin, how it affects you spiritually which then triggered thoughts about DMT, which then lead to how the brain looks when its entering REM sleep. While these thoughts were happening I went into sleep paralysis; I felt the chills, I couldn't move and then I felt demons/evil spirits coming inside me through my head. I was frighten at that moment but I knew it was soon going to pass since i've grown accustomed to sleep paralysis. Last thing I remember was seeing my brain going into a dream state; psychedelic geometry.

I have no technological talent or high potential for it. Yet i am willing to learn and make myself a useful person in the aspect of technology, since i already have all the abilities provided for me. I should start learning more about technology and become involved with it because in that way i can hold the virtue of compassionate science and i will be able to help and make changes in peoples lives. Even though i am not a cyber geek i still try influencing people with my compassion and i try making the noblest impact on people's lives. Now that i see what Mike Ebeling did, it has inspired me to get my hands more with technology..

The Future!

The Future is near... I think the future 77 years from now will be horrible. Technology would be so advanced that it will be necessary in almost all the aspects in our lives. Technology will take over this world. I feel like there will be no more privacy, no more physical activities, our forest will be gone and there will be synthetic oxygen. Everything will be synthetic. But through all these advancements the government will get rid of almost half of the population. Majority will be the poor class. Third world countries will be regulated by one nation and those people will be enslaved in some form because the power of the nation(s) will be too despotic. People will be mentally dead without knowing it, not having moral functions. They wont care for what the government does as long as they get their own personal needs. Everything will also be regulated with credit cards instead of money and if you don't have a credit card you wont be able to buy anything or do things. There will be certain policies applied that will force you to do it or else you wont have a choice than to die.

The Dead Hand

One time i laughed really really hard

This happened years ago, I was with my best homie Carolina at my house and we were watching movies. We decided to watch a Final Destination movie, we were watching the movie and eating candy . After the candy was gone i asked her if she wanted popcorn and she answered yes. So i went down stairs to put the popcorn inside the microwave and i also got two cups of water. I took them back upstairs mean while the popcorn was cooking. Through out all this time i really needed to go to the restroom but i didnt for some odd reason. I think i was too hyper to even care. I get the popcorn and go back to my room, i give Carolina the popcorn. The movie was still playing and there was a scene where a woman was inside a tanning bed but she got stuck and i do not know why that scene and her acting made me crack up. I couldnt stop laughing because Carolina was laughing too. Then out of a sudden i felt pee coming down my leg and Carolina laughs hysterically and I am still laughing because i peed myself then i drop to the floor.

Modern Times was a good movie. First complete movie i see that is semi-silent. I enjoyed how Chaplin portrayed the circumstances during the great depression. The hidden messages of communism was also interesting not only that but the way he showed the oppression of the poor openly. I also liked the ending how he would of rather see the hard times as an opportunity to change that. The concept of the future differentiating from the present was another great statement. 

My thoughts on bullying

Bullying is a form of trying to relieve certain issues or problems you have within yourself. I do not believe people bully just because. I've always seen people being mean to others and that is a minor form of bullying; we have a problem of wanting to downgrade people and the root of that is to make ourselves either feel better or to think we are. Bullying affects both the victim and aggressor, the victim is disrupted by the actions of his/her bully and enters into a state of insecurity which then leads to a low self-esteem or they feel oppressed and are actually threatened which can also cause temporary psychological problems. Nevertheless the aggressor is also affected by his/her actions first of all due to the consequences of bullying. He/She might get into serious trouble depending on the extremes of their bullying. They may also have psychological problems and do not know how to vent their internal issues. People should just learn how to love and communicate, because bullying also has a big importance on communication involving both the victim and bully. It's a communication breakdown.